dancy7
the razor.....people.......the razor.......
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No....
Its just us , watching the contalk , the marketing.....
As any BUSINESS should have an ombudsman.....
You may say,well we didn't appoint you.........yeah I know.....lol
And i don't give a flying fuck........
Its freedom......
Real freedom.....
I shall exercise it where ever i want ....and have......
So My friends got me out of mothballs and appointed me....
I care about there opinion....i don't care about anyone else's....
Yes , im as bad as the rest of you......
Except .....people watch me ,reign me in.....
Keep me fair and right......cos i would just love to bite....
We sit and read ,
Its a business,which is fine in itself until you look into it.......
Until you see the under belly......find the culprits......look in there past and cupboards....then the picture forms.....
Then you see new evidence of foul play that was there all along.....
Oh i don't talk of the legal....its done.....i talk of the nasty , the vile , the emotional turmoil....
No not the idiots reading ,although they have been twisted....
No I talk of a woman.....
When I was on avalon....
I answered all of my pms....if you have been told different it was a trick.....i answered all,,wanna see...........?????? got em......lol.
The one that turned bills silly game from a game ,to more ,for me ,was this straw...
It was from a woman....she was obviously a mother....
she sent me a Pm saying that she wondered what was to become of her and her family in the future....it was the usual enquiry i suppose....
I answered, that was that....
But for some reason the string kept my mind there....
I thought of it again when driving a few days later...
I thought about the time it was sent...
I thought about the contents ,the details...
Married....
Different country....
child....
husband at work all the time....
He was busy , fine so...
No....I thought......this is not a casual enquiry as it first looked...
It a mother , at bedtime.....
When I watched my wife with my children (when i was home) That was the time she looked to me ....after a turmoil....or a scare....a thing that provoked future fear ...
It may have been something trivial to some.... but sometimes things bother more than others......
And a mother , thats when......bedtime....
I could only presume from a fathers mind........but it seems to me that a mother looks at a child falling asleep , half smiling at the day....thinking of the next one because of a caring promise ....of fun tomorrow.....I think she thinks....this kid here ....this everything of mine.......is alone.......and I'm all its got......
It can rely on me......
So the fears become poignant and real at this parting for the night....
She came to me after putting her child to sleep .....and had to ask if it as all coming to an end.........
I tell you , what i said then........to her.....
To my knowledge meagre as it is......
It is not......
NO....
insanee
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